I Am Doing My Best As A Singlehanded Warrior!

Everything looks disappointing and overwhelming, but I incline to optimism and diligence as hard work pays off undoubtedly! Relics, nepotism, intermediaries, critiques, scrutiny, corruption, intrusion, perversion, gossips, plots, etc are transient and would never last or Hurt us!

Remember me in your prayers and du’a as I feel paralyzed. I need resourcefulness to move ahead with peace.

12 thoughts on “I Am Doing My Best As A Singlehanded Warrior!

  1. Dear Sister, your heart, your very soul and spirit, know that dark times such as these cannot continue forever. You may feel single-handed, though I stretch my hand to you, skin-to-skin across the globe, and encourage others to do the same! Feel our connectedness and know that you are not alone. Feel our hearts beating as one and know that you are not alone. In this moment, prayers in many tongues are being spoken, candles are being lit, songs are being sung, and prayers encircle the planet. Deep within, you know that Love, Truth, and Freedom hold the highest power to heal — and when that day is upon us, we will dance together as One.

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  2. Gehad – I know that you seek Truth and your heart desires righteousness. God wants you to look to Him as your Source and He wants to be known by you. That is why He promises, “Ask, and it shall be given to you; seek, and you shall find; knock, and it shall be opened to you.” (Matt. 7:7) If you have only one hand to use, God is your stronger hand. If you are a warrior, for Whom do you fight? “I kept looking in the night visions, and behold, with the clouds of heaven One like a Son of Man was coming, and He came up to the Ancient of Days and was presented before Him. And to Him was given dominion, Glory and a kingdom, that all the people, nations, and men of every language might serve Him. His dominion is an everlasting dominion which will not pass away; and His kingdom is one which will not be destroyed.” (Dan. 7:13-14) The Creator is never left without a faithful witness in His Creation. What do you see, and what does your heart tell you? The Lord bless you, and keep you; the Lord make His face shine upon you, and be gracious to you; the Lord lift up His face to you, and give you peace.

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  3. There are two ways to approach changing a system, or way β€˜things are done/are’ – from without or within the system itself – each has it’s benefits and challenges – – when you are within the system? I personally believe that is where the highest price is paid, by the individual who fights to change it, while mired deep in it. I hope I say this correctly, that your heart hears mine – If you must be within and you cannot bear what the systems looks like within, first thing you must always remember to do is to keep YOUR within strong, and in faith and fed with optimism, there is, for me, from my experience, any other way in order to stand and fight for change, from within a system you deplore.

    Many prayers for you to find your inner strength over and over, while you are mired within a system.

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  4. Never forget that God loves His children. God is on his throne in Heaven and He will watch over us and protect us. He is our strength and our fortress. Mortal man is just mortal. Psalm 27 says “The Lord is my light and my salvation-whom shall I fear?”
    Joshua 1:9 says “Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous; do not be afraid. Do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you.”
    Be encouraged, Gehad, you are not alone in your fears. God is with you and will keep His hand upon you.
    Blessings always. I will pray for you.

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  5. Salams. I felt exactly the same just a week ago. A suffocating embrace of self-doubt. But since my meltdown, alhamdulilah, I feel much better. My wife quotes a Turkish proverb… β€œThe quiet and calm horse has the strongest kick.” So now I’m known as the quiet horse. May the Most Merciful wrap you in more Rahma than you can possibly comprehend.


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